sun syllables.

today i'm listening to: monster- kanye west

here's the very brilliant/very disturbing music video ---> hands at the concert

oooooh. i'm gonna go ahead and need these.

i want

all windows

and

fireworks

every night
that

i can

shut off

when i go

sleeping

"god will make stars of us all... until we fall"

- blue oyster cult

peonies. the favoritest.

if you've never

looked inside your heart

(to find your soul)

then you're looking for love

in all the wrong places

-tm

just a thought:

when you feel like
you just keep failing at life,

consider perhaps that

you're living the wrong one.

i used to be
the sweetest girl...

i am really obsessing over the spring/summer line of one of my favorite brands: seneca rising.

chew on some pics from their new lookbook:

just about perfect.

still haven't heard any news on the dream job,

and i've been letting it get to me. (major)

cheer up! there are cute babies in panda costumes!

but after having a lovely life conversation

in the sunshine with my lady best friend,

i have a whole different perspective.

and

life = perspective

right?

we talked about all the plans we'd had for life

10 years ago, 5 years ago

& where we thought we'd be right now...

i realized that if my life went according to plan,

i would be married

with children

and a mortgage

already.

(nightmare)

i would have missed out on so so much.

so instead of stressing over this impending job

and making too many life plans

or relying on too many life plans

i've decided to

walk into the unknown with reckless abandon

(and fucking laugh more.)

“We're so busy watching out

for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are.”

-calvin & hobbes

i hope you all have a truly lovely day.

i'm going to eat flapjacks, chip my nail polish, and make telephones out of soup cans. 

"Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be." 

-abraham lincoln

xoxo. -tory